Stranger you were once
But with the sparkle
Of your golden eyes
& your sweetest words
You illuminate my soul
And all of a sudden
In this world of wonder
My smile disappeared
And I was forced
To strive
With a pathetic pain

There was no one to blame
As I am the responsible
Of hurting my own soul
Being ignorant
And molding my feelings
To the situation

I am trying to burry
My unexpressed emotions
Out of my memories
Of my subconscious mind
And not allow it
to trigger
Any more in future

I oath not to raise my eyes
Any more to any stranger
And feel embarrassed.

The feeling of love may be a good
As it bounces you
To penetrate
The gateway of heaven
And puts you on Edens

But the feeling of
Seeking for love
Drop you
Back to hell
Leaving you
To burn and disappear
Till you extinct
And your soul
Leave your body
Detaching your feelings
Out of your heart and your mind