Missing courage

Infinite were the possibilities
In the range of my capabilities
It was fissible though
Potentially I was never low
Being Ready to hold
I tried to be bold
I was holding the rose
Still I can't propose
I was ready for marriage
But my heart missing courage
In my thought I suppose
Thinking, if she oppose
With fear
The pain I bear
It was my faiths trick
Making me Weak
With my heart ache
Before I break
Asking God to give
Or help me to forgive.