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Monday, October 29, 2018

FEAR

Since I start
Grafted into our heart
To depth of bone
Through known & unknown
Into the core it borded
That cannot be discard
Feelings unpleasant
Without any amendment
Condition was terrible
Turned into horrible
Sparkle & get through
My strength it blew
Courage so bold
Hiding behind fold
Fear of darkness that I hold
Through me it rolled
Creeping from bottom
Invading to my atom
Light was dim
Unable to scream
As fear turned brute
My voice become mute
As like an infant
I started holy chant
With Rolling tear
Expecting someone to appear.

Beyond hallucination

Situation was adverse
Creating thoughts to converse
Acting like a curse
Streaming in diverse
Making life worse
Pushing me reverse
Loosing me in my verse
Taking me in grief
Breaking my hope & belief.

I decided to be bold
With the courage I hold
Walking by the paved way
Moving beyond outlay
Observed everything passing by
Waiting for my faith to ally
Leading me implicitly
But prospering explicitly
Out of hallucination
With self appreciation
Moving toward my vision
Untill I defeat my illusion.

Sunday, October 28, 2018

SALVATION

Let me be melted
So as I can be casted
Framing like aquatic
With the appearance enigmatic
Shaping nebulous
Being own emulous
Picking from fathomless depth
Holding on my breath
With the purpose prime
Chanting devine Hymn
Moving beyond contemplation
Aligning with meditation
Baptised for purification
To attain salvation
Swallowing self being
Stepping beyond feeling
Beyond universal equation
For perfection & imperfection
Letting soul aligning to the radiation
Routing out of cycle of incarnation.

Tuesday, October 23, 2018

Mortal trap

Clever was he
Pretend to be
Considerably with his wisdom
Leaved in God's kingdom
Taking his own decision
Toward his future vision
With his good intention
Diverting from all addiction
With the contradiction
Thoughts Merging in cognition
Disparate of set ambition
Being careless of condition
One who seldom fall prey
Was carried away
With self ego
Of flow of own eco
Breaking vicious succession
Trapped in effect of contradiction
Caged in self conviction
Send for detention
With mortal garment
On earth being dormant
Ruling & being ruled in reign
Leaving being insane
Soul  residing in his frame
Unaware of the game
That every thing is lame
Waiting to be align in flame.

Sunday, October 21, 2018

Acceptance

Waiting for the chaser
The rainmaker
Has gone to hide
Leaving the morn mass side
Loiter to sprinkle
On the sorrowful wrinkle
Leaving behind in bury
Healing the injury
Filling the cracks
Of lumpy tracks
Moving beyond measurable deep
Letting to unzip
So as to get worm
Confessing to affirm
Allowing to be drown
Egos of the crown
To live with the essence
Of universal acceptance.

Saturday, October 20, 2018

Game of glowing flame

I was hot
Worried not to get caught
But I got struck in trap
With the charm of the wrap.

Treating me unlike
Being thunder you strike
Burning me to ash with fire
Of your fiery desire.

Creating situation so frightening
Moving like a bolt of lightning
Tearing through my sky
Flying to the core of my eye.

I escaped to stop
With the monsoon drop
So as I don't be cool & stiff
Like a statue curved on cliff.

I prepared with the prejudice
& unable to compromise
As I loved the game
Of glowing flame.

Friday, October 19, 2018

Let me blow

With the wind let me go
Opening my arms let me blow
Raising my toe
Over the strings of banjo
With the nodes let me flow
Dropping out my ego.

Making my way
Round the day
Over the clay
Through the gray
Beyond the outlay
Creating my own highway.

Moving as a whole
Letting myself to resole
Let me control
So as to find my soul
Moving beyond my goal.

Shadow

I was eager
Perceiving the figure
To find who is bigger
My physic either
Or my shadow in meter
On land, sky or water
With the time exposer.

It was nature's art
Plotted on surface chart
Moving with my part
Stretched I start
Shorter when sun is apart
Moving to dusk it revert
But it never depart.

Being the chaser
With me that appear
From very near
That I once beer
Made it clear
In dark all will disappear
Doesn't matter how dear.

Wednesday, October 17, 2018

Smile

Setting us free
Willing to be
Let us see.

When nothing seems right
Let us fight
To spread our light.

In the midst of universe
Let light flash from our verse
Emitting in adverse.

Moving beyond directives
With the soul objectives
Beyond possibilities & prospectives.

Breaking the fence
Of offense & defense
With thoughts so intense.

Grasping my smile
Stretching few mile
Compiled in my style.

Take clutch

Enlightening with the light
Came sparkle of lightning light
Pored to my night.

Removing deep dark patch
To my sight that was attach
Is now detach detach.

Stretching from sky hight
The falling stream so quite
Stuffing with Joy & delight.

My eyes moved round
Peeping to my surround
Your virtue admired all around.

Your days shining bright
Surviving on lives it ignite
Dancing life with delight.

Your bright afternoon
Waking in perch soon
With the melodious tune.

With your tender flash
Removing all rash
Got deposited behind my eye lash.

Your fingers graze so much
On my heart with tender touch
Grabbing to take clutch.

Devine festival

Let the sun's ray lean
So as I can be visibly clean
With nothing to bother
Let me gather
Drawing with moral fortitude
Let my thoughts intrude
To fight all evils
That my heart reveals
With the blessing of mother devine
Let my soul align
To get eternal peace
Is my only wish
Pouring all joy
Let the happiness deploy
Adding all light
Letting me feel the delight
Appending to the treasure
As glitter of Sapphire
Putting to the track
Rhyming with the dhak
Allowing me to greet
Memories so sweet
Letting me find
Taste for stomach & mind
Putting under same roof
All my friendly troop
Letting us unite
Sharing common delight
To enjoy devine festival
In adjoining sequence of interval.

Sunday, October 14, 2018

Vague allusion

I used to be handsome chap
& she was a beauty trap
With her eyes so brown
Onto me when she looked down
Touching my heart with the wind
Splitting through her face she grinned
But I dare shy
Restricted to try
With the fear I was deceived
Just willing to be relieved
But she Gestured with vague allusion
& I got struck by her illusion
Being vibrant I shivered
As in my dream she  whispered
With the image Hazy & unclear
As like a mirage that I admire
Realizing everything was fake
I wake up with the shake.

Vague allusion

I used to be handsome chap
& she was a beauty trap
With her eyes so brown
Onto me when she looked down
Touching my heart with the wind
Splitting through her face she grinned
But I dare shy
Restricted to try
With the fear I was deceived
Just willing to be relieved
But she Gestured with vague allusion
& I got struck by her illusion
Being vibrant I shivered
As in my dream she  whispered
With the image Hazy & unclear
As like a mirage that I admire
Realizing everything was fake
I wake up with the shake.

Saturday, October 13, 2018

Un-exclaimed tears

To God they appealed
With cracks in between field
The sky seemed sad though
Thirsty was the meadow
The condition they faced
Waiting to be blessed
Couples of Tears drop from the sky
Still the farm remain dry
Looking at the sky so high
There worry multiply
Water being out of trace
Farmers where hopeless
Loosing there sight
With eyes raining through the night
The earth again slept thirsty
& tears turned unworthy
Striving with hunger
Eyes depth in un-exclaimed anger
There feelings they suppress
Mentally they where depress
Situation was worse
& condition was harsh
Unable to feed there child
Farmers commit suicide
Living behind there tales
Of pathetic trails
Moving beyond adoration
Breaking out of relation
With undefendable obligation
Failed to serve nation.

Tuesday, October 9, 2018

Deploy

Let me be free
Unwilling to be
Wrapped with covering
With last offering
With unrevealed feeling
Of my being
Present to the dark
Along with bones & bark
Leaving to exit
With my merit & demerit
Accepting my death
Seeking for my last breath
Being stagnant & flat
Becoming dormant
Lying on crust
Vanishing in dust
Soul shrinking to rise
Leaving it's device
Moving by the arc
Leaning to the Devine spark
Leaving all sorrow & joy
Once that I deploy
Made up of alloy
Alike a toy.

Sunday, October 7, 2018

Hoping for appreciation

Let the cold wind blow
& open up the close window
So that I can see the same moon
Being granted as a Boone
Lying on my bed
Letting her in my thought to Cascade
So that I can windup
Letting to create backup
Leaving the moon to express
& to cleanup the mental mess
That being descent
Or even being crescent
Doesn't states
Or does it eliminates
In between invisible quest
From the thought being possessed
That I cannot stay accomplish
With the finishing polish

At least I let myself expand
Even on barren land
Where I shall gloom
Where I shall bloom
Opening up my patels
So as I can dwell
Letting the fragrance glorify you
Holding on drops of dew
keeping the thorn
To stay within me in turn
Hurting me to bleed
Along with my noble deed
So as you can be pleased
Out of the thoughts I realized
Hoping for your appreciation
For the unacceptable relation.

Forbidden

I told her
Why do you stay so far
& our thoughts differ.

When your love drives me mad
& I feel sad
Why don't you feel bad.

Will your trails in chain
Ever remove the strain
Killing my pain.

Will you ever be
Able to hold me
Listening to my plea.

When I scream
In my dream
Can't you add colours to my theme.

To me she said
You should move ahead
As for me you are dead.

Enough of this fantasy
Don't pretend to be clumsy
Leave useless expression of fallacy.

How can you be insane
When you are forbidden
To stay in my domain.

With your branded attire
Being so unfair
How can you conceive a wise man’s desire.

My small dark universe

I am abide
To where I reside
With my pride
Staying inside
With sad & joy ride.

Although it was harsh
My small dark universe
Seems to be adverse
With conditions in diverse
But in my thought I preserve
Showing off in converse
Not allowing others to observe
The thoughts I conserve
To trace out its verse.

I was afraid
When I cascade
So what I made
Wasn't easy to invade
Confining myself to the shed
I apparently dismayed
Waiting for a mermaid.

Saturday, October 6, 2018

Awake and arise

In between Dia frame
Light up the flame
Igniting with the spark
Burning the bark
Making clone
Out of the bone
Letting the new hold
Burning the old
Reincarnating from the ash
Removing mark & rash
Letting your soul
As a whole
Awake & arise
Behind your closed eyes. 

Illusion

I played the trick
A stranger I click
In my tale
Punching her trail
Allowing her to deposit
Without being commit
With the affection
Holding on my emotion
Not knowing the power of love
I put her above
Letting my eyes fade
Loosing all shed
Hiding what being untold
Far behind it's fold
In the language of Attachment
Playing with my sentiment
Making my heart become tame
Being expose the flame
Holding on my burning desire
Just willing to admire
But she was fusion of intuition
Formed & deformed in illusion
Being relentless
Existing in non-existence.

Friday, October 5, 2018

Release from past

Over me it twist
So as to exist
Mental peace it rob
Staying hidden in wardrobe
Placed in hearts unlocked cell
Holding undesirable trailers
Probably it must be my past
Holding incidence to forecast
Routing into the present
Holding it's content
Through the pavement it pass
Leaving me over broken glass
Storing itself between fences
& grasping my sense
Still doubtful & uncertain
Thoughts within my heart detain
Creating an illusion
With past & present fusion
To test my ability
With all possible possibility
But I took the decision
Towards my future vision
Decided to leave it behind
Without the requirement to rewind
Taking steps carefully
To take control over destiny
To learn real purpose of being
& given it a definite meaning
By enhancing my strength
To it's maximum length
By knowing who I am
Let my self stay calm
So as I can vent
All of it's prestored content.
I possess the only wish
So as I can get release. 

Thursday, October 4, 2018

Crazy appearance

When evening wind blow
Steady & slow
Your long silky hair
Needs more care
Covering your forehead
With its dark black shed
Moving over the eyes
With the flow it rise
Your chicks with Dimple
Looked awesome & simple
Eyes so attractive
Was sexy & proactive
Looking at your stunning lips
In my heart feeling creeps
With the beauty that your face deal
You were making an appeal
I was motivated
& with the charm I was fascinated.

With the consideration of my luck
My eyes got struck
Due to daisy plug into your hair
Being crazy I cheer
With the view my heart beat
With your glimpse it repeat
Storing the image that I fetch
I’m yearning not to loose the sketch
The de-stress of my heart multiplied
Moving through my heart it glide
Freeing me from my
Step by step it passes by
As loosing you I would yearn
Eyes stayed on & I couldn't turn
Reinforcing my perception
Without Anticipation or agitation.

Health is wealth

Health is a treasure
For us to take pleasure 
That we can never measure. 
For us to flourish
We must garnish 
Then we must cherish. 
Eating healthy
In plenty
Makes us wealthy.

Losing your shed
When you laid
Sick on bed. 
You will analyze 
Then will you realize
Being wise. 
That the health
Is the ultimate wealth
That adds upon your strength.

With early morning rise
& regular exercise
You will be admired with the prize. 
Healthy mind in fit frame
Should be your aim
That you need to claim. 
Moving forward
Accepting the award 
As your reward.

Wednesday, October 3, 2018

Unrevealed

With the awareness
The darkness
In my harness
Behind closed door
Holds more
Of my unrevealed
Secret undisclosed
From my life it hold
Tales untold
In the chamber
Of hearts disclaimer
Records remain far
Behind muscular bar
Confined with the seal
Caged in prison of steel
That I possess
Remain suppress
Feelings of distress
That seems perplex
Hiding forever
Under the cover
Buried & bound
Where it can never be found.

Tuesday, October 2, 2018

Love in abundance

I will fire
My burning desire
With the love I devote
Let me float
As like a cloud
Over the abundant crowd
In the sky
Let me fly
Spraying my fragrance
Over the violence
With my silence
Scattering love in abundance
Letting love hold
Surviving in every fold.

Serving in abundance

I felt embarrassed
Starving with hunger so less
Then with God's grace
In the first place
What I guess
The food was fresh
Arranged in showcase
With hunger that I trace
& then the name I embraced
As stomach wasn't full of space.

It was just half empty
But Contents were in plenty
I was trying to find
Food for starving mind
That I can fill
As mental meal
So as I can serve
Through my mental nerve
With proper allocation
Through all possible vibration
Merging in cognition
Of stored information.

So as I can conceive
So as I can receive
So as I can feed
With all I need
Mounting my bucket
Poring to my pocket
Serving me in affluence
With my thoughts influence.

Mind

Stored in conscious memory
Brain allocation was temporary
Timing is so sort
Contents will rote
Capacity is reduced
Gradually we loose
Cannot be reused
Slowly it is reduced
Data & informations are removed
Even traces are disapproved
It is the limitation
Of conscious memory allocation.

Stored in subconscious memory
Brain allocation was primary
Timing is extended
Contents is prolonged
Capacity is raised
Gradually it is spread
Cannot be discarded
Slowly it is converted
Data & informations are affix
Everything remains as suffix & prefix
It is the extension
Of subconscious memory allocation.