Vague allusion

I used to be handsome chap
& she was a beauty trap
With her eyes so brown
Onto me when she looked down
Touching my heart with the wind
Splitting through her face she grinned
But I dare shy
Restricted to try
With the fear I was deceived
Just willing to be relieved
But she Gestured with vague allusion
& I got struck by her illusion
Being vibrant I shivered
As in my dream she  whispered
With the image Hazy & unclear
As like a mirage that I admire
Realizing everything was fake
I wake up with the shake.