Hoping for appreciation

Let the cold wind blow
& open up the close window
So that I can see the same moon
Being granted as a Boone
Lying on my bed
Letting her in my thought to Cascade
So that I can windup
Letting to create backup
Leaving the moon to express
& to cleanup the mental mess
That being descent
Or even being crescent
Doesn't states
Or does it eliminates
In between invisible quest
From the thought being possessed
That I cannot stay accomplish
With the finishing polish

At least I let myself expand
Even on barren land
Where I shall gloom
Where I shall bloom
Opening up my patels
So as I can dwell
Letting the fragrance glorify you
Holding on drops of dew
keeping the thorn
To stay within me in turn
Hurting me to bleed
Along with my noble deed
So as you can be pleased
Out of the thoughts I realized
Hoping for your appreciation
For the unacceptable relation.